Pink skies, fresh pines, I am home.

 

Pink skies, hitting the homeland, man, everything feels so surreal now. Almost like some sort of movie. I am Home. 

Thank you all for continuing to support me through this life changing time, words cant descrie how loved I feel, how I have impacted just a moment of someones life, you never really know how special you are till those moments come. 

Now, the medical news, as of right now, I am deemed "too healthy" for a double transplant. This might sound confusing to you, but to me and my family, it's a huge relief. All I had asked for was some more time with my old heart before the unknown had begun.  The time I get to spend with my loved ones, friends, and even the nice strangers who helped me along the way. Time. What an interesting concept when it comes down to it, really.  But man, am I joyed to have just a little more of it. 

This doesn't mean transplant isn't forseen in the near future, but for now, my stubborn ass isn't going anywhere. My doctors and nurses were amazed at my strength, my attitude, my will to survive. My labs, my tests, my procedures - better than expected. To be fair, I do not give up easily... especially without a fight. I have outweighed the odds, and they believe medically managing the pressure of my Fontan is doable at this time, so hey, good news! Yes, this still means I am in heart failure, and that transplant will become a reality, but not right now. So the next course of action, survive, build strength, and be 100% ready when the day comes.

 I won't discuss a timeline because at the moment, that is the last thing I want weighing on my mind. So, for now, all I can do is enjoy the pink skies, that smell of fresh pine, and the good times to be had with everyone I love.